sorry if bother you. I feel those feeling. That you ignored, bored and very troubled. Actually, I know. I have no right. No matter, what ever to feel anything. Just want to say that. I feel very sorry that the past tense makes you feel very reluctant or unsuccessful. I' m not feel happy for this. I feel like I have acted the very bad thing. But I just want you to know that I never acted such awkward like this too. I have to blame my self. I naver blame anyone for this.