Any time, even now, your shadow that’s running far ahead of me,
Hey, I don’t have any intentions of just waiting around!
So any time, even now, we’re steadily bearing fruit,
Even now, we’re leaping up and taking off.
Wanting to be acknowledged, I stomped my feet in frustration,
There’s something vexing that I can’t put into words.
As much as I wished and wished to become stronger,
I ended up spinning my wheels without moving forwards.
I acted tough, acted tough some more, said there was nothing that scared me.
I laughed and glossed it over, kept being unable to say the truth,
I got surly, I got irritated, I couldn’t do anything right,
I said it was useless, and ground to a halt.
Even though I didn’t have have anymore courage,
I kept hating to lose, tears falling again,
Inside this whirlpool of endless anxiety and discord,
I wonder when it happened, when did the day go dark?