You're a wonderful girl. You are smart, intelligent, dilligent, hard-working, trustworthy, loyal, tender-hearted, loving, virtuous, respectful woman. You are a daughter of the Living God, and He loves you with an everlasting love. You have wonderful parents. A boyfriend who loves you so much. And you have a wonderful future to look forward to. I know things can seem discouraging when you're in the middle of rough times and you're sick. But these times won't last. And sometimes God gives us suffering to test and to change us. All Christians are promised suffering. But we are also promised the strength to get through it. I think you're amazing my darling. A very strong girl. We have a phrase in English that says, "this too shall pass". It speaks of the momentary nature of suffering.