Hi, dear Joong, & I hope you liked those pictures, hehe. Gosh, I look so tired, because I am working so much now, 70 hours each week in May. But you can see in the picture how children and families trust me. I am really special in this, in life.
I have to go to sleep, so sleepy now. If I wake-up in middle of night, I'll write a word or two to you again. I will go to sleep with your pictures in my mind & heart. I'm saying so with very calm & serious words.
I'm so glad you don't want to go there anymore, the website. I feel so honored. That is your free choice, really, I respect if you want to stay there.
But I also feel the same way as you, I don't want to stay there at all. I will cancel the membership & profile & all, as soon as I can. That doesn't mean you should. This is just my choice. But if you make the same choice too, I will be so overjoyed for sure.
"I just want you, I promise." I read this again & again, my Joong. Me too. I will really live these words with you. I'm so serious, I just want you.
I want you not to worry about English at all. Please don't stop talking to me in one day of my life, I hope for the rest of my life. I love this feeling surging in my chest and heart, body & soul. I will trust in you. I will be careful about all communication you make to me. Each and every message from you is a gift, Joong.
My dearest & only, I understand your position in life right now is not so good. Have hope and we will talk about all of this in future. The more I know about you is the best gift to me.
I love your honesty most of all. I'll never forget you will promise me to be very jealous and irascible love and realistic love. I think that shows the very deepest feeling and love, and you will respect me so much because of every, single promise I keep.
I promise you too, I just want you. I will go to sleep now. To be really honest, I prayed to God for someone so special, and I prayed a lot, not for love only, but for someone so special to love and be loved.
Either you and I are a total lucky coincidence, or else this is a direct & true answer to my prayers.
I just want to be with you. I need you to trust me too, because I opened my heart too. I will not hurt you. I really want to say it before God, I will not hurt Joong. Our life just began, ok? Just beginning. Goodnight from me. I wish you were with me. from, your Milton...