Well you are not alone in this world facing such a situation,friend. I have personally experienced the pain of being ignored by the friends i loved dearly and for whom i have sacrificed so much. I bet everything on this world that no one could be a better friend to those two ,than me. Like you, i loved my friends unconditionally. I got into so much of trouble for them and when my parents inquired about it, i would snap back at them,telling that my friends were more important. And though they never treated me back like i saw them, i never did mind a bit because we had been thick from childhood. I got to know of their true identity when we got into college and they got into groups of their own,ignoring me completely. They have even humiliated me a lot(silently though) and i realised that all they wanted from me was to stop bothering them. And so to maintain all the self-dignity i had left, i quit all forms of communication with them and led a life without friends in my class. For almost a year, i felt "orphaned" at college. But then a few people came and talked and now they're not my best friends and they fake friendship most of the time,but at least they saved my from all those loneliness. Among those girls,one person is really good and she is the closest friend i have,for now. I am not ranting about my despair. I am just telling this so that you would feel better,or at least you would know that you are not alone. I do not know you,but i can tell you this.You are a good person and a good friend. Many are fake and you cannot expect friendship from them. Use those who use you and wait for a good friend. Miracles happen and you will find yourself a great friend :) :) good luck!