After doing this job and living that life you gotta understand that you have to tell everything even if stupid and embarrassing to someone you want to really be with . People will discover stuff eventually and not trust you - always best be honest, nothing to lose , everything to gain. Im sure you are at your dad's.... Honestly, what you say is maybe true. It's what you don't tell. That's lying too. Lie by omission. Sorry you have done this too many times. You say everything true sometimes but don't say what people don't ask straight. You know. So sorry for you. Smart people know.