I lose time waste time 10 months with a man who I not love me? Right? Correct ?? I'm really confused. You just kidding! ??
I try to work hard and find ways to to help Myself. I has change mind about try hard work becuase I love you I Fullest and do best. .or you think of me want money you only?
And my mother never want money from my boyfriend. She never teach me want money from farang never say.. She has a lot more money than me she not hard. brother give to she every month.. she have life happy. only me she worry she want me have good man love me take care me happy happylife and do not Hit bash and hurt me.
I stay live life with poor afther finish ex Thai boyfrind. But I pround of myself I work earn money help myself work on honestly Unselfish or cheat other. Have culturevto do things good well.
I not choose your money. I choose to love you with all sincerity all 10 months my feelings with you. Is a pure heart, sincere it true..
You has break down the wall of love me that I lock block myself not want love again I try careful about will have love.. Because I afraid hurt... and Disappointed.
You stole my heart you make me happy make me smile and Laugh when I talk to you is I am real myself Do not be pressured or forced my nature...It's true identity. You have many things just like me.Similar in style like a quiet place. Style is a joint activity.
I have love again...will hurt And it is painful or heartbreak Like the past?
James teeruk if it is true. tell me will It's better....if you pity woman one person is me. I am funny and ting tong Sexy and Naughty. I not like cry. Not like sad. If me cry it is dark world.
If you not have feeling love me...have someone or have meet someone right. I can listen to the truth, Please do not lie me Please. because we live in a real world. Although I would be painful... you have the intention to go away gone from me by yourself. I was really confused. I hoping it not true it No way will happend if you cheating just me thinking bad myself. Sorry if me bad thinking. I hoping this is will NO WAY happend about you gone.
Or is there something dangerous happens to you I'm afraid that ...Pray for your safetyI was try doing my best. I have try and tired is for my boyfriend My love gone by I do not know anything..
I not angry not tempered. I really care and I worried ... What's happening It happened you not contact me is you girlfrind. , I'm confused,
I confused I could not concentrate. I so need to rely on Buddhism Teach me peace of mind. Give peace in a quiet place in my mind.
I have try to do the best. Try find For People I my lover That is You My love has gone by that I do not know anything...
I'm confused about what happened to you and many things thinking good and bad. Positive + and negative - to think like I am crazy....,very confused what happened. So I should be more calm to a place of peace and conscious on my mind come to Buddha teaches me calm my mind.
Pray for your safety. Teeruk love and care Always waiting you thinking of me.