I have 2 months left of school and my grades dropped really badly. I haven't hand in any of my past assignments and I don't do well in tests. This whole year, I've been going through depression and dealing with suicidal thoughts. I talked to a counselor about my self harm and eating disorders but no one knows that I tried to kill myself multiple times. My parents tell me to just stop but they don't understand how hard it is. I hate school so much I can barely get up in the morning and just being in the classes makes me want to shoot myself. I just want to die before the reports come out cause I can't deal with my parent's disappointment.