I well remember being your age. It was an exciting time (young and discovering the wonders of women) , frustrating time (wish I could be finished school and get started on my life proper) and also a nervous time.(What does the future hold, will I get job,will I be successful?) I am jealous of you - life is a series of learning, great discoveries, and yours is all in front of you. It is like an extravagant meal so don't be afraid to sample everything that is on offer. ( as long as it is not poisonous!) I think learning English is a great idea. It has become the universal language around the world and almost certainly your life will expand beyond Thailand and encompass the whole world. I look forward to welcoming you to the U.S. one day. From your FB posts it looks like you are a happy, positive person. If so, that is good. Life is capricious (uncaring, random, unbiased, neither good nor bad) . It is up to each of us to decide how we will react and respond to what live throws at us. We can turn thing to our advantage or we can cry and sulk and complain how unfair life is. This may be complicated for you to understand in English, but most important - you must control your life, you must take responsible for your life and if you choose you will have a great life. Remember that emotions are the true treasure of life.