My FAY, it is very hard for me ow, because i really like you very very much, i have open my heart for you, letting you feel whats inside..... thats why it is not easy to open it right away again, when you feel someone stab you in your heart with a knife.. but..... i feel so alive when i see you, my heart beats faster and faster and faster.... i enjoy talking too you, you get me to smile, to forget all bad thing and to be happy,,,