You must do what is best for you. You must do what you feel will make you most happiest in 10, 20 or 30 years. Will you have the same problems in 10 years if you stay with him? Will you be lonely in 20 years if you stay with him? Will you be able to cope with a husband that is never around? Can you live the way you are right now in 10 or 20 years? These are questions only you can answer........ is your love strong enough to live this way?