Hi kelly,
How have u been? I have been thinking alot these past few days.
I am not a good person, i do many things that a girl like you dont like. I smoke, i drink, i play, and i still have a gambling problem. A future with me is bleak, and i shldnt put you thru all that.
I did love you last time and i truely wanted to have a future with u. I see ourselves getting married and have kids of our own, but the truth is, the feeling diminishes every day, for what reason i really dont know. I just dont feel the way about you the way a person in love should.
The truth is, and i dont want to lie to you, when i was in bkk, on the last day, i met my ex gf, and spent the day with her. She knew i alr had you, but she just wanted to see me "for the last time". I obliged, and went to met her. When i came back to sg, my heart was still with you, but when we went to cameron and kl, and after the checking of hp incident, and we really didn't even talked the entire trip, i realised that everything that i do with u, i wanted to be doing with her instead. I think i really loved her more.
U are a very nice girl and nice gf, and pls dont change for someone else, there will be someone to love u for who u are, i am definitely not worthy of your love. I really appreciate every little things u did for me, every gifts, every card, every photo, but my heart is with someone else. Especially the money that u lend me, which i will return 1k every month from april onwards, and april i will go and loan some to return you more. I really shouldnt have accepted your money to help myself. I was really selfish and i thought we had a future.
I was really happy that your family treated me as part of the family, and its precisely because of this that i feel so guilty and embarrassed to leave the family now. I hope that u can find a good reason to tell them, and i hope good health will always be bestowed upon them.
Maybe u are right, i am just not ready to settle down. But i want to be with my ex gf and i am prepared to leave this country to be with her. Sudden decision which surprised me also, but the decision just feels so right now.
I know no matter what i say or do now, it is very unfair to you. Please know that i really had the intention to settle down with you and i mean it. But love cant be forced, and i dont want to ruin both our lives if i dont love u enough and still be with u. I choose to end now and so early because it is only fair to you.
I hope we can still face each other in camp and still be friends, but if you dont want to, i can totally understand. I just hope u keep the money i owe u a secret and dont tell anyone anymore. April's payday onwards i will start returning you, once i finish clearing the last bit of debt, which will make it easier for me to loan again also.
Once again, im really sorry. And i wished i had the courage to tell you this in person, but i really don't know how. Sorry.
David
Hi kelly,
How have u been? I have been thinking alot these past few days.
I am not a good person, i do many things that a girl like you dont like. I smoke, i drink, i play, and i still have a gambling problem. A future with me is bleak, and i shldnt put you thru all that.
I did love you last time and i truely wanted to have a future with u. I see ourselves getting married and have kids of our own, but the truth is, the feeling diminishes every day, for what reason i really dont know. I just dont feel the way about you the way a person in love should.
The truth is, and i dont want to lie to you, when i was in bkk, on the last day, i met my ex gf, and spent the day with her. She knew i alr had you, but she just wanted to see me "for the last time". I obliged, and went to met her. When i came back to sg, my heart was still with you, but when we went to cameron and kl, and after the checking of hp incident, and we really didn't even talked the entire trip, i realised that everything that i do with u, i wanted to be doing with her instead. I think i really loved her more.
U are a very nice girl and nice gf, and pls dont change for someone else, there will be someone to love u for who u are, i am definitely not worthy of your love. I really appreciate every little things u did for me, every gifts, every card, every photo, but my heart is with someone else. Especially the money that u lend me, which i will return 1k every month from april onwards, and april i will go and loan some to return you more. I really shouldnt have accepted your money to help myself. I was really selfish and i thought we had a future.
I was really happy that your family treated me as part of the family, and its precisely because of this that i feel so guilty and embarrassed to leave the family now. I hope that u can find a good reason to tell them, and i hope good health will always be bestowed upon them.
Maybe u are right, i am just not ready to settle down. But i want to be with my ex gf and i am prepared to leave this country to be with her. Sudden decision which surprised me also, but the decision just feels so right now.
I know no matter what i say or do now, it is very unfair to you. Please know that i really had the intention to settle down with you and i mean it. But love cant be forced, and i dont want to ruin both our lives if i dont love u enough and still be with u. I choose to end now and so early because it is only fair to you.
I hope we can still face each other in camp and still be friends, but if you dont want to, i can totally understand. I just hope u keep the money i owe u a secret and dont tell anyone anymore. April's payday onwards i will start returning you, once i finish clearing the last bit of debt, which will make it easier for me to loan again also.
Once again, im really sorry. And i wished i had the courage to tell you this in person, but i really don't know how. Sorry.
David
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