This is just me thinking. You don't need to to me if I am right ....or wrong. You are VERY happy with your job. You good at it. You have the respect of your co-workers. YES? BUT .....you send me and others LUV each day which I really enjoy. You're a very sweet lady. BUT ....your also very unhappy in personal life or you wouldn't be here so much. You tell me before: It's complicated! OK ....no tell me or anyone. BUT, my good friend ....you have ONE life ....each day is of value. Find your "JOY" in life. ......if it's so complicated .....maybe you need new "JOY" .....I'm not saying this as I want you ...NOPE, your happy in BKK and I could never live in BKK. I say these things because you have a good heart ....your kind and sweet. Don't waste your best years on "COMPLICATED" ....find your "JOY" in life! ....from a friend