I WANT TO EXPLAIN WHY....
Yesterday GOD told to me in my heart that I should NOT drink. But I did it anyway because I feel so sorry and sad....
Then GOD told me NOT to be angry at you.... But I was!!
Then GOD told me to listen to your explanation.... But I don't obey GOD for the THIRD time for a short while. Just like John in the Bible.
Therefore I'm so ashamed over myself.
I don't know what to do....
Please help me my dear Puie....