I'm afraid that you might be your worst enemy. You spend to much time worrying about things that hare not going to happen. You have to be more positive. I have told you over and over that I will not go from you. Disappeared? I have not. I messaged you less than 24 hours ago. I told you that my daughters were getting ready to go, in which they did. I miss them already. I had to work last night, because it was New Years Eve here and there are always problems on that night. I just now woke up and saw your messages. Wow, Im sorry you lack your trust in me still. Much time has passed and I everyday tell you the same thing.
I know you will not rest until I am there, but I am trying the best that I can do under the circumstances.
I hope you will sleep and stop giving yourself a headache or stop listening to negative people. You don't need that
I love you