Thank u Mel.
When you try to push me away. It hurt me more than you back home. I just want to take the most happy time to be with you. I dont know that you will be here or not. But I hope you will have a new contract. At least the last time you and me really happy. I don't know. what will happen in the future. Now that you are here with me, I'm trying to understand your problem. Beside You... I know your problems, I can't help it. At least I was able to hold your hand and hugs you. Don't push me away, because you think that you have a secure future. Everything is good and I believe that you need is here.