A Place I Always Try to Avoid
The future is the undiscovered country and the past is the region of a young man's nightmares or an old man's idyllic fantasies. Past experiences can scar us as they teach us. Our whole lives are journeys from inception to death and after as well. Whatever happens to consciousness upon death, our cells become energy again. Whether instantly through cremation or eventually through decomposition, we continue with the whole of existence. Perception might shut off, and might not. I try to avoid death at every juncture. But I turn off my perception every night when I sleep. I turn off a lot of perception when I meditate. Ironic, given that lowering my guard is something I always try to avoid. I scour my mind for lessons whenever a memory pops up, to see the scene in a different way, gain some insight that I didn't have before, or find something funny to turn the energy into a jewel of mirth. A lot of lessons turn to blessings when you run the testament of "what every test meant." But I always try to avoid dwelling in the past. Life is a strategy game and nobody wants to end up in check mate, so we project to beat fate. Look ahead, but I always try to avoid living in the maybe. Illinois is where I went to college for 3 1/2 years and had a run of raucous adventures, but I always try to avoid returning to the Midwest. I was young, naive, confused, and as a self-made man I was self-deluded, misled. Delusions and the fanciful place of personal lack that causes people to fill their heads with fantasies of how they wish life could be is a mental chamber I always try to avoid. Yet I dive into the subconscious pool everyday to create. Pain, humiliation, sickness, catastrophe I always try to avoid. Yet I open conversation with strangers everyday, always seeking to learn about them. I take on new artistic projects and increase the depth of my learning on pre-existing channels. Failure is a constant part of learning. Frustration is not a key component and doubt, despair are emotional places I always try to avoid. Hitting a wall can make me hungry, ambitious, to try again. Or it can make me adapt, try a different thing completely. Giving up is a decision I always try to avoid, so when I have to try a different activity, I often table the original act to return to. Regret from not trying is a mindkill. Mindkill I always try to avoid.
สถานที่ผมพยายามหลีกเลี่ยง The future is the undiscovered country and the past is the region of a young man's nightmares or an old man's idyllic fantasies. Past experiences can scar us as they teach us. Our whole lives are journeys from inception to death and after as well. Whatever happens to consciousness upon death, our cells become energy again. Whether instantly through cremation or eventually through decomposition, we continue with the whole of existence. Perception might shut off, and might not. I try to avoid death at every juncture. But I turn off my perception every night when I sleep. I turn off a lot of perception when I meditate. Ironic, given that lowering my guard is something I always try to avoid. I scour my mind for lessons whenever a memory pops up, to see the scene in a different way, gain some insight that I didn't have before, or find something funny to turn the energy into a jewel of mirth. A lot of lessons turn to blessings when you run the testament of "what every test meant." But I always try to avoid dwelling in the past. Life is a strategy game and nobody wants to end up in check mate, so we project to beat fate. Look ahead, but I always try to avoid living in the maybe. Illinois is where I went to college for 3 1/2 years and had a run of raucous adventures, but I always try to avoid returning to the Midwest. I was young, naive, confused, and as a self-made man I was self-deluded, misled. Delusions and the fanciful place of personal lack that causes people to fill their heads with fantasies of how they wish life could be is a mental chamber I always try to avoid. Yet I dive into the subconscious pool everyday to create. Pain, humiliation, sickness, catastrophe I always try to avoid. Yet I open conversation with strangers everyday, always seeking to learn about them. I take on new artistic projects and increase the depth of my learning on pre-existing channels. Failure is a constant part of learning. Frustration is not a key component and doubt, despair are emotional places I always try to avoid. Hitting a wall can make me hungry, ambitious, to try again. Or it can make me adapt, try a different thing completely. Giving up is a decision I always try to avoid, so when I have to try a different activity, I often table the original act to return to. Regret from not trying is a mindkill. Mindkill I always try to avoid.
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