The situation is doing nothing for your sense of
self-worth, and you're making everything worse for
yourself and if you keep going the way you're
going, and you keep doing the things you have been
doing, you'll end up in A LOT MORE PAIN that you
are currently in.
Firstly, it is when a man pulls away that you get
to show your worth to him as a potential woman who
is "relationship material" because most women
completely stuff things up when a man pulls away
and it's hard to get things back on track again
(if the chance ever even comes up again!).