it’s a problem Dream - i said at first that it sounded as if you were being moody and bad tempered. That’s probably the moody teenager in you coming out. But old people can be a bit the same - grumpy old men - especially when they’re not well. That may be all it is - but if he gets the impression that you get moody and grumpy when things go wrong, he’s not going to be very encouraged that you have a future together especially if he’s going to suffer ad health. Think about that and make sure it does;t happen again and that you can be a mature and understanding 18 year old not a moody and petulant one. You can afford to be generous now and apologise to him.