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The topic is my Christian faith and the importance that it holds in my life. It is my love for Jesus, not a desire to follow “rules” that motivates me in this area. It is His love for me. You need to understand how it influences me and the decisions that I make in my life because of it. Because it is going to affect absolutely everything we do together. There have been a number of things you have said that you wanted in life that I am unable to do because I want to obey Jesus. Not because I am perfect – I am not perfect - but because He has saved my soul from hell. Because of who He is, and what He has done for me. Because of His love for me and the love He has given to me for Him. There is nothing more important to me in my life. I am NOT perfect, but this is no excuse not to try to be better and to try to obey. I owe far more to Him – and always will – than I owe to anybody.
I have been so worried about you I haven’t been sleeping, exercising or eating well. I am exhausted and have put on a bit pf weight instead of getting fit.
I am very worried about you Eve. When I met you, you were living with Paul and Susan and taking care of their children. When I took you to dinner you said you had become a Christian by reading the bible and you went searching for somebody to teach you more. You told me this is how you had come to meet Paul and Susan.