I can't do what I want to do with whom I love.
And sad that he said to me that
"Do you think,really? that he will go to meet you?
And have event after that, in last time, made me sadder more.
He tricked me to wrote a letter to him on his email.
I have confidence in him always.. Even before that I always know he lie to me.
But I still have confidence.
After offline I cry for the past always in what he said about me.
And After the events in the last made me realize that he doesn't want me stay in his life, really. we can not hug or kiss or anything to make me forget..
I know then that all of this not possible.