So when I was younger my mom left me, I lived with my dad and my paternal relatives. She has a new husband now, and I have no problems with that because we're not that close to each other. And my dad, he also has a new wife, and it seems like he's slowly leaving me, he rarely comes home (he lives with his new wife and there are 2 houses between his house and mine) I sometimes cry myself to sleep, asking god about all these things like why? I'm just a 14 year old girl, not 20. I still need my dad to be honest. I just want to be happy, want to smile and laugh with my parents like other families. But I know that I need to be strong, because I know that I gotta be on my own someday.. but I'm not ready yet. I'm not ready for my parents to leave me like this. I am not.