01:20:27:08 01:20:29:10 Gwen, don't be a slut.
Back off, pal.
01:20:34:10 01:20:36:05 Go. Go.
01:20:39:15 01:20:41:22 -Let me see it. Let me just--
-Get off!
01:20:48:18 01:20:50:18 Let's put some ice on it.
01:20:50:22 01:20:52:05 Come on.
01:20:53:02 01:20:54:08 This way.
01:21:22:02 01:21:23:02 Honey, wake up.
01:21:23:22 01:21:26:02 Somebody! Somebody! Come!
01:21:27:15 01:21:29:15 Gwen, what is it?
01:21:31:05 01:21:32:08 Go back in your rooms!
01:21:32:18 01:21:35:05 What did you do?
Your hands are so cold.
01:21:35:05 01:21:36:00 Hurry up!
01:21:36:15 01:21:37:15 What happened?
01:21:37:18 01:21:39:08 -She took that.
-Well, what?
01:21:39:12 01:21:41:12 l don't know what this is!
Get somebody!
01:21:41:15 01:21:44:00 We have an emergency.
Send an ambulance.
01:21:44:18 01:21:45:18 Let me in.
01:21:45:22 01:21:47:05 Get back in your rooms!
01:21:55:20 01:21:57:15 Oh, Jesus.
01:22:04:20 01:22:09:05 I'd rather be dreaming than Iiving
01:22:09:22 01:22:13:02 Living's just too hard to do
01:22:14:22 01:22:17:12 It's chances, not choices
01:22:17:18 01:22:20:08 Noises, not voices
01:22:20:15 01:22:24:22 A day's just a thing to get through
01:22:26:05 01:22:29:02 Living's just too hard to do
01:22:31:05 01:22:34:02 Dreams might be pretend
01:22:34:05 01:22:36:12 But at Ieast dreams end
01:22:36:15 01:22:41:15 And I just can't stop thinking, you see
01:22:42:12 01:22:46:10 Thought's a smaII comfort to me
01:22:47:15 01:22:51:12 We as a community have all been
deeply affected by our loss.
01:22:51:15 01:22:55:12 l'd like to begin with how l feel.
And that's...
01:22:55:18 01:22:57:00 ...scared.
01:22:58:05 01:23:02:18 Because l've heard so many people here
say, ''l just want to use one more time.''
01:23:04:20 01:23:08:08 Andrea's ''one more time''
was what killed her.
01:23:10:02 01:23:12:00 She didn't kill herself.
01:23:12:10 01:23:14:00 She used.
01:23:14:05 01:23:15:22 She overdosed.
01:23:16:15 01:23:18:00 That's what happens....
01:23:23:20 01:23:25:02 There's nothing...
01:23:25:15 01:23:29:00 ...you or l or anybody
could've done about it.
01:23:29:15 01:23:32:10 lt's important.
You need to understand this.
01:23:50:18 01:23:52:00 lt's me.
01:23:53:00 01:23:54:02 What happened?
01:23:56:08 01:23:57:22 Are you aII right?
01:24:41:08 01:24:42:12 Gwennie?
01:24:43:10 01:24:44:15 l'm sorry.
01:24:46:20 01:24:48:10 l don't know....
01:24:50:20 01:24:53:12 You want to know how l feel?
01:24:55:00 01:24:58:08 How l always felt around you?
01:25:00:12 01:25:01:12 Small.
01:25:02:20 01:25:04:12 You have this...
01:25:05:12 01:25:06:22 ...way.
01:25:07:10 01:25:09:18 You know, it's that Mom thing.
01:25:09:20 01:25:12:10 That amazing gravitational force.
01:25:12:12 01:25:16:08 Even when she was a mess, you know,
the world noticed her.
01:25:17:20 01:25:18:20 You have that.
01:25:20:05 01:25:21:18 And l guess...
01:25:22:10 01:25:25:22 ...l figured that
you always knew that.
01:25:27:08 01:25:30:10 l don't know.
When l went back home...
01:25:31:22 01:25:34:00 ...l started thinking.
01:25:35:02 01:25:38:15 And maybe you don't know that...
01:25:39:08 01:25:41:00 ...about yourself.
01:25:43:22 01:25:46:20 l mean, who would've told you,
you know? Not me.
01:25:47:15 01:25:49:22 The only thing l ever told you was...
01:25:50:00 01:25:52:00 ...what a pain in the ass you were.
01:25:54:15 01:25:56:15 l am a pain in the ass.
01:25:58:18 01:26:01:05 Even a pain in the ass needs...
01:26:01:12 01:26:03:00 ...someone...
01:26:03:22 01:26:05:15 ...to take care of them.
01:26:08:12 01:26:10:08 l didn't do that.
01:26:12:02 01:26:13:12 l didn't...
01:26:15:12 01:26:17:18 ...and l should have.
01:26:20:10 01:26:23:12 l should have helped you
with your homework.
01:26:24:08 01:26:27:05 l should have walked you home
after school.
01:26:29:00 01:26:33:02 Sometimes l'd be walking
with my friends, and l'd see you...
01:26:33:18 01:26:36:20 ...half a block ahead, all alone.
01:26:37:22 01:26:39:18 You were so little.
01:26:41:12 01:26:44:02 Well, so were you.
01:26:49:05 01:26:52:02 l never asked for help, so....
01:26:54:15 01:26:57:12 But you needed it. Didn't you?
01:26:58:22 01:27:00:18 And everybody does.
01:27:03:00 01:27:04:00 Yep.
01:27:21:08 01:27:23:22 l'm sorry l make it
so impossible to love me.
01:27:24:00 01:27:27:08 You make it impossible
for me not to love you.
01:27:49:02 01:27:51:10 Ninety meetings in ninety days.
01:27:51:12 01:27:54:02 And ask for help. lt's always there.
01:27:54:08 01:27:55:08 Anything else?
01:27:55:12 01:27:57:08 Just goodbye.
01:28:00:02 01:28:02:22 Jeremiah was a buIIfrog
01:28:03:00 01:28:05:12 Was a good friend of mine
01:28:05:12 01:28:08:18 I never understood
A singIe word he said
01:28:08:20 01:28:12:08 But I heIped him drink his wine
01:28:12:12 01:28:15:10 And he aIways had
Some mighty fine wine