sorry honey maybe i stupid to feel wounded but try understand me, maybe u come italy and i say "sorry u cannot sleep my apartment, u have to go hotel" then in daytime i work and when i finish i say " sorry cannot to show u the duomo of milan i very tred and i have to seel my apartment so i go agengy" and so on when u come back your friend ask you how is italy "u say "i just see the park close his home and the mall and i pay 30000 bath" maybe at the moment you can think "for him i'm not so important