I am sorry if you think I am mad at you sometimes, I am not often, I am just very sad when we fight. I have not had many people in my life say they love me. The point is that the word, "Love" means a lot to me. When you don'tt reply to me sometimes, I really think you don't truly love me. How about from now on, instead of saying goodmorning or evening to each other, we say" I love you", first. ok?
I can't describe all my feelings for you because it is merely impossible, but I will try my best in these words I write. It was love at first sight for me, I knew it, but I was afraid you would reject me. I gave it a chance, it happened, it was like a dream come true. You are really my everything, I fear more than anything I will lose you. I may not be the best guy for you, but I promise when we are finally together, I will treat you like a queen, I will try my best. I may not have a lot of money for you, but I promise I will try my best. Everything from our smallest conversations to are large ones, and every love talk we make, or fight we create, it effects me everyday. I do not want to fight with you anymore, I feel I am a bastard when I do. you are too sweet and innocent to be brought into a fight. I just feel better when we are happy, I want you to know I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING!!!! I PROMISE!!! I feel like the luckiest guy to have someone so sweet and beautiful like you and I know you could easily leave me and find someone better, I would understand if you did too.
Yet, I beg you to never leave and always love me, I have never had an average life of anything. I have always been poor until I went to college, I have never had love like a normal person until I met you, I have never been more happy until I met you. You truly do make a MAJOR GOOD impact on my life and I don't want that to change.
I am sorry for all the bad things I ever told to you, I really wish I could take them back because I know how it feels to be verbally abused. You deserve to be treated better and I am too clingy and selfish sometime, that is the reason it is so easy for us to start an argument. The biggest fear of mine is losing you Rungring, I want to have you forever, even in my next life I will try to find you. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!
I am like shoelaces, without a shoe I am worthless.
I LOVE YOU Rungring
FOREVER AND EVER
♥