Was that I have a love. He was my first love that makes me want to change many things, such as I study hard. Because I heard he likes a good grade student. I look after yourself seriously, such as exercising more often, skin care, shape, etc. I try to be cool and reduce the impatience more.
In the end I confess to him, but he said that in fact l don't have to change anything for him because he likes me being me.