Sorry Apple,
A few more quick things,
I am sorry for the other night. I said some not very nice things to you. I was mad and I should have stopped but I kept going. You did not deserve to be spoken to like that. You are a lady and ladies should not be spoken to in that tone. But again I was mad and I am sorry.
As far as the trip this was a mistake on my part. But I must stick to my decision and go alone. I know you will understand what I am saying here. The bottom line is it will not be a good idea for us to go together.
It will be very awkward now for both of us if we still went through with it. I think you understand this as well.
Get lots of sleep and drink lots of fluids.
Take care
Robert
Canucks
17 Aug 15, 3:57 ICT
Hi,
Sorry you are not feeling well.
Apple, for me to have put you into a position were I was expecting you to spend all this time with me was not fair to you. Even though we have spent months chatting I am still a complete stranger to you as you have not met me in person. I can understand what you would be thinking. That makes sense now to me now.
How can I expect you to completely trust me when we do not even know each other.
I have decided that I will go it alone on the trip. 4 days at the beach and 4 days in Bangkok. If you would like you could come down on my last day in Thailand so that we can meet. But if you do not want to I also understand. I rushed into this with you much too fast and much too soon. I should have given you more time and I apologize to you for that.
This does not mean that we cannot still talk and see what happens. But at this point I am thinking that long distance relationships do not work because you are not face to face with the other person and it is very difficult. Especially if there is a misunderstanding. As we both know it is hard to explain ourselves on a computer keyboard.
You are a wonderful girl and I wish you nothing but the best in your future. You deserve it that is for sure.
Hope you feel better soon
see you later
Robert