You do mean a lot to me yes
you have an amazing lovely body
I get excited every time i saw your body and felt you close to me. Or holding hands.
Sadly love making has been really horrible
I tried everything to try to make it better
I even went to the pharmacy for help. I asked you so often but you said nothing.
love making with you made me more frustrated and upset.
you know we did not make love but slept together for 2 nights and some nights I would stop and go to the bathroom for a shower so I can relax or do it myself.
the last day together we still could not make love.
I was really hurt to learn that I hurt you when trying to make love
only to learn that I stressed you trying to make love with you and you become dry and causing you more pain when trying to make love
I am so sorry but for me, love making is part of a relationship. A very important part of a relationship. I stress part of a relationship.
now I am struggling because I find you very attractive but do not want to make love with you. why
every time we tried to make love it was horrible. I got upset, frustrated
I need the physical side of a relationship.
you excite me, at the same time I get very frustrated and upset.
you are stressed because I am a bit big and hurt you when trying to make love.
this makes you even more dry and hurts you more.
Our relationship will not last like this.
It is better to have heartache now than more heartache later
We are living apart and cannot see each other often
We cannot continue to talk at night because of me. My male side is difficult to control at home and at night.
We cannot live together now because I do not want to make love with you anymore.
Heart break now is better than a heart break later.
I am so stressed and physically frustrated. Sadly I am getting really horny and it is difficult to control.
Then last night you hid from me and I was really physically frustrated.
That is why it is best if we stay friends or stop speaking to each other.
you need to find someone who doesn't stress you and doesn't need the physical attention like me.