I will try to be more specific. First, no one is perfect, especially me. I know this though; when the right person or person that seems right comes into your life you will know it. A connection happens and you just can't, or won't let go of them. Your whole life changes and all of the emptiness begin to fill up. It starts with the first touch, the first time you look into each other’s eyes, the very first time for everything becomes a moment to remember. Sometimes it happens quickly, other times it takes years. I don't pretend to have the wisdom to explain or understand. This is certain, if you observe consciously, you will find when a person is wrong for you. I truly believe it is easier to know if someone is not right for you than to know if someone is...Anyway I have to stop here Of course I hope you have knew why am here, and that I am willing to nurture this friendship to grow in the direction of a rewarding with trust and honest am sure we can build a long lasting if not and everlasting relationship in all sincerity without hurting each other. Now can we give it a trial?