CHAPTER 2
After 1 month, we started to move our things to Seoul because in the matter of time the classes will be started soon. Coming back to Seoul is new for me because I don't remember well what Seoul looks like. Yeah, my birthplace is in Seoul but we move when I was 3 years old. Even we have a house in Seoul, we don't visited it even in summers because it was too far from here. We are grateful that our neighbors there are nice because they volunteered to be caretakers in our house. When I was 12 years old, my dad come back to Seoul because he destinated in Seoul. So my dad lives alone to our house. I really miss my dad :( .He just visiting us once in 2 months. My dad is having difficulty to visit us because it was too far to Seoul. So he decided to make us move with him because it's too hard for us, we really miss each other. I'm quite happy but worried. He give me advice that I must choose a right person to trust on because on these days it's dangerous to make friends in strangers. Specially in cities like Seoul, there is a lot wasted teenagers.
Anyway, right now I was sitting inside the car while mom is driving. I stared outside through car window. I want to sleep but I can't. My heart is beating fast like our car too. My mom drives fast as I never expected. I'm nervous and at the same time im excited because we will live again with dad. While having happy thoughts running in my mind, my phone suddenly vibrates. It showed that I received a text message to unknown sender. I read
"I don't know why you left me!! Why?? It is because of my parents disagreed on our relationship. Why you are so weak? I thought you will defend our love because you loved me... I don't know where you are... but all I can say to you right now is I won't find you anymore... if you left me then don't you dare to come back in my life... I am so stupid that someone like you just left me.. I REALLY HATE YOU!! Btw, I am leaving too for the sake of my feelings for you will be gone too. I will go back to Seoul and never ever come back there... Pls.don't textback"
"What is this?? is this from boy or girl?? Hey, who is this? I don't remember a people who will having long distance relationship plus I don't give to anyone my phone number except to my classmates when there are group projects. What the hell is this?? ,maybe wrong number but why he or she texted me. I think I don't know this person or the lover. I will text him or her.,whoever you are." I talked to myself
"Dahyun, who is the person you are talking? You seems like an angry bird there because you are talking too much. Who is the person you are fighting with??" my mom asks. My mom even heard me muttering something when I read the text message.
"Nothing mom, I just talking to myself" I replied.
"You are turning to crazy again Dahyun-ah, take care of yourself. Talking too much in yourself causes severe mental diseases like...." mom joked at me
"Mom.. you are overreacting again" I groan and she stop talking about the diseases she is referring to.
I continue tapping on my phone to send a message to unknown sender.
"Excuse me, who are you?? I'm sorry I'm just concern because I am not your ex or your lover so I replied your text. I don't know about you but I don't believe in your text that you are stupid.. I think he/she is stupid and fool because he/she left you. Please cheer up and move on.. I know it's hard for you but you need to forget him. You should love yourself more.okay?? Please don't textback too. I'm just concern and I am not a person who loves to text." I texted and I tapped the sent button.
A minutes passed,my phone vibrates again. I receive a text message again from her/his again.
"I'm sorry but I want just to say thank you for ur concern and sorry if I bothered you. You are right :) why I should call myself a stupid if I don't hurt him at the first place..Thank you very much and I really appreciated your message to me. I promise to you that I will move on from now on. BYE!!" she replied to me.
While im reading the message I unconciously smiling like a dork. What is happening to me? No.. No.. I don't want this.. I put back my phone in my pocket when suddenly my phone vibrates again. !! It was her again. I read her message
"By the way, if you want to know me or befriend me. My name is Nayeon.^^ Just text me if you want but if you don't want okay then :D I really appreciated your message that I cannot move on because of my embarassment. You make me feel like you are a true friend to me :)" She texted me.
Nayeon.. such a pretty name but I will never trust her for now. And I don't want to waste my time texting to her.
While my mom still driving. I drifted myself into sleep. Many hours passed when I suddenly heard my mom yelling at me that I need to wake up because we already in our home. I'm quickly get up and look around if where am I. I opened the car and step outside. I look around again and my face is still swollen. So my face looks like a I am missing person. Our