The truth can hurt so bad,
So what do i tell my dad?
I grew up fine with out him.
My life was never grim?
Because that's the biggest lie.
But what do I say when he looks me in the eye?
Do I let the tears fall,
Or say it doesn't matter at all?
Try and force a smile,
He's caused me alot of hurt and pain,
But should I do the same?
I don't want him to feel the way I did
So for the longest time my emotion I've hid.
I've kept them inside, locked away
I've always held back what I've wanted to say.
I'm not sure I want him to know
I'm just not sure I'm ready for my feelings to show.