I haven't really done much I'm jus speaking from heart and I follow it I'm trying.to get.her to.do the same I know deep down that she loves me but a certain darkness is holding her back all I aak Tina is that when you find that guy.or if you do have that guy in your life.never let anything hold you back from loving him and hopefully he'll do the same look at me getting all emotional like this posting.these long paragraphs but yea follow your heart Tina follow it and never regret the journey it takes you on