I was never mad...
You were making me feel bad for something I didn't do.. and I had like shared it for the specific intent of being open in our relationship, like so you had no reason to feel uncomfortable or worried.
And it did the exact opposite of what I intended, and made you completely upset.
I felt like you didn't trust me.. and as i'm practically begging.. like literally crying.. you were mocking me and it felt like you didn't want anything to do with me anymore.. and nothing I could have said would've changed that..
I was shattered ):
Like my heart still barely feels like it's okay..
But.. I know now..
I understand.