I knew that my own father was a subservient and timid person.
However, I also know there is no way it could be made known.
Although he became a lord at a young age, my father’s job was a doormat, even in his son’s eyes he was a coward, he was dull.
Even as a vassal he was degraded by Grandfather, saying [If only you were like Paul...] His decisions as lord, in Grandfather's eyes, were all unsatisfactory.
When I was home, I witnessed this many times.
My father would be troubled by his father, and I would suffer as a result.