i was aware of it the time when ironically because of me she was forced to face a dangerous situation i was deadly worried and i kept blaming the culprit then i kept blaming myself when i saw she was ok i felt so relieved i really thought i was going to die those sloppy feelings then were completely blown away the moment i saw her smile ah yes that's it i'm in love with that person but only that extremely simple feeling was left in my heart with a thump then after that i kept replaying in my mind how much of an idiot i was with my attitude