Hi Nat, I understand you when you say before you not had boyfriend & you are shy but you don't understand me. I think You do not find me handsome , you think I am ugly & you do not say anything, I want you to be honest with me Nat . If you do not or cannot have a relationship with me you must say. I understand thai culture to wait to be married & that is good & I respect you for that. I know before you say you are scared but I am a good man & I love you with all my heart xxxxx