Part 4 of why Thailand. I'm not sure what drove me to do this other then hundreds of little thing you do in life that add up one way over another. Fall 2011 start just looking up places. Started in Nepal thought I might want to go to but thought man to cold and to high would kill me. Then went to looking at India and thought about that for a time but something really did not feel right can't even put my finger on it. Switched to Vietnam and spend a while looking at places there and keep getting more and more important to go... Could NOT wait to get up in the morning and look up stuff. I started chatting with people from the countries I was looking up. It was getting in the way of daily life and work. This idea of going was building to the point of obsession .