At 40 days we finally got the blessing to go home! We have a very unique little girl who struggles to eat from a bottle and will never breastfeed (hard for mom to accept) but yet is thriving thanks to modern technology and the amazing things Doctors and nurses can do. She will continue to work on the bottle and binkie as it is essential to develop those muscles for speech. Right now she is soundless (meaning no air passes by her vocal cords) due to the trach. That is hard to accept as a mother that she really has no cry, no giggle, no coos. But such is our life right now.