I've never thought I would miss anybody as much as I am missing you right now.
I have you in my mind every single minute.
There's always you in my thought, I always think of your words. Despite we always said to each other that
we should take time to learn about each other, take it slow but stable
and time will prove us both but before I know, you're already in my heart.
Do you know my heart is nearly exploded because of you?
Every time I read you emails, my face turned red and I have to read it again and again
because I'm afraid I'll misinterpret what you wrote but the more I read your email the more it confirme my feeling that I want to burst it out to you.
In the beginning I didn't want to acknowledge your feeling that you have to me but I don't think I can no longer refuse it, my heart said to myself that I am at lost to you.
I'm agreeing with you right now that God is testing us, he's testing our love of us both.
I want to tell you that from now on I'll be honest and be true to my feeling and will also respect your feeling.
You don't have to be worried and afraid that I'll be angry of you over the fact that you don't often have time for me during holidays.
To me, I think you've done what is considered to be the most important and it's the right thing to do and I understand you.