That's all I can tell you for now and as time goes further I keep telling you all you need to know about because I believe is my duty to let you know skills needed in my work one by one when we meet in person.
knowing, that you special feelings for me ... and I really appreciate you so much, I feel honored ... but ... I'm not the kind of person who says what he feels not really ... say I love you ... without feeling it really ... that is not OK ... I will not lie ... I will not deceive you ... I love you ... I feel a special affection for you ... you're a good woman with who ... maybe I can get to have a good future ...
knowing that you expect a lot from me and I'll not be a disappointment in your life ... I just want to take the time Vacation which am expecting after my vacation to meet you, that you know me ... and of this way...be able to say one day with all honesty I Love You ... for now ... I just want to enjoy this moment by taking our time to write mails to ourselves and let time take decisions for our future ...
Do not want to make hasty decisions ... that would lead me to make more mistakes ...
I appreciate your friendship and your feelings. Thank you for reading this mail