I’m afraid I’ll get caught
I’m being fake in front of you,
I’m a fake who pretends to be strong, you know?
I’m weak in front of you,
a weak person whose heart has been stolen, you know?
Loving you was my first sin
Hoping you’ll look at me was my second sin
I hoped that you at least knew my name
You didn’t know me, you didn’t look at me
You never even glanced at me
In the mask that was made how you wanted it
I am not there, it’s just a lie
I’m afraid I’ll get caught
I’m afraid you will leave
I’m being fake in front of you,
I’m a fake who pretends to be strong, you know?
I’m weak in front of you,
a weak person whose heart has been stolen, you know?
Not being good enough for you is a sin I committed against you
Not being able to go on without you is a sin I committed
If only you come to me, I can do anything
You didn’t know me, you didn’t look at me
You never even glanced at me
In the mask that was made how you wanted it
I am not there, it’s just a lie
Tic toc tic toc tic toc
You can’t let me go
I can’t let you go
You know that I was alone
You didn’t even give me a glance
Now you look at me but I’m not there, I’m not there
Did I look easy? Did I seem pathetic?
Was it wrong that I loved you?
At least there are no regrets
That was how desperate I was
You didn’t know me, you didn’t look at me
You never even glanced at me
In the mask that was made how you wanted it
I am not there, it’s just a lie
I am not there, it’s just a lie (I’m not there)
I’m afraid I’ll get caught
I’m afraid you will leave