I'm just telling you that I am tired of what is now. I understand you all in you. But I just want somebody to talk to me at all. I think that our lifestyles do not match. You are very good, I may not be right for you. We have known for a long time, I feel blessed to have you in my life, I love you, you do not know well. But that's how I feel only. I think I want to stop us.