Now I am clear that this deep questioning, of my reason for being in a physical form, was my body’s way of letting go of the memory still being stored in the body. We all are shifting out of an old paradigm.
I needed to go through these feelings, including painful and confusing physical symptoms, in order to re-align myself into this new reality. Not everyone will do this work in this way. Thank goodness. I think the lion’s share of this process is complete now.
I am sure that we are ALL grateful (that is all you beautiful ones who are reading this) that we did not overreact from our basic, primal programming to this energy gauntlet, a.k.a. the crazies, which also included mass brainwashing to incite violence, and the masses to buy into huge perceptions that are obviously absurd.