I want to apologize to you Pai. What I did just a few minutes ago was inhumane and disgusting. I should never treat a woman like you how I did today. What I did was completely uncalled for and was just plain mean. You are the sweetest person I have ever talked to, and every day I wake up and the first thing I think about is you. I can't believe I would dare curse in the presence of you. I apologize Pai, and this I assure you will NEVER happen again. And if it does, you have my permission to ignore me or do whatever, anything you wish. Pai one thing I don't know if you feel it too, but having someone say hello to you when they wake up means so much. When you say hello to me I feel my heart racing and I just feel so good. I don't know if you understand what I mean, but I am trying to say that the feeling you get when someone else wants to talk to you every day is indescribable.