Another breath. He needs to calm down…he needs to remember that this cannot affect him this much…it’s not like it’s the end of the world for him… It’s just…No, he has to stop his mind before it plays tricks on him; it’s nobody’s fault…no one is to blame on how he feels. Not even Yamaguchi; he should fell happy for her—-she’s happy—they’re both happy. The simple thought of Tanaka’s smile makes his heart ache and he curls in bed, closing his eyes and letting out small breaths.