The sun and moon rose and fell, I don’t how many times the white sky will turn into the dark night nor do I know how many orbits the stars and moons make. Lying down on the remnants of Bi Qingshen Jun’s place. My stomach doesn’t feel hungry. My wounds don’t feel any pain, and my skin doesn’t feel any warmth.
I didn’t eat, drink, sleep, or speak. I just silently shed my tears. Xiaolin, Mo’lin, Jian Nan, Luo Luo, Blue Feather Goddess, Xiao Zi, Shao Zhong, Han Jing…..everyone that I’ve made friends with, demons or celestial beings, all came to see me, even the heavily injured Wawa, the quarreling Luo Sha and Bull Devil, and Ao Yun of the East Sea. They constantly spoke to me, but not a single word went into my ears.
“Miao Miao, stop crying, if you continue on like this, your eyes will go blind.” Yin Zi fiercely shouted inside my ears.
Out of reflex, my hands severely hit Yin Zi, sending him flying. But he does not give up and comes back again to ask, “Do you want to die here?”
“Miao Miao wants to go look for Shifu!” I screamed, my ears covering my ears refusing to talk with him.
Yin Zi suddenly hugged me, with a tearful voice, he said, “Miao Miao, I beg you, open your eyes and take a look around.”
“I don’t want to!”
“Please.”
He was very firm and very persistent, I finally opened my misty eyes hesitantly. I took a look in all four direction, Bull Devil had been squatting under a tree with a depressed expression, Ao Yun sighed while having his head down, Jin Wen has been in a coma ever since, and Xiao Tian had been comforting the crying Wawa. Everyone else was either with a sad expression or was quietly wiping away their tears.
I then turned around to look at Yin Zi, he suddenly hugged me and cried. I’ve never seen him cry so pitifully and embarassingly, he said, “Please, don’t be like this, if you die, I will be very sad. Miao Miao, please, live on, okay?”
Seeing his sad expression, I finally broke out of my trance and remembered that I wasn’t alone.
The sun slowly rose from the east once more, illuminating the earth. I eventually recovered from my frenzied state, telling Yin Zi, “I’m sorry…..I’m sorry…..”