I think with my current situation, I have to be a bit more mature.
I wanted to erase all the memories of neglect...
along with the guilt I feel.
I wanted to learn from my mistakes so I wrote these down.
When it comes to my father, I feel a lot of pain.
He passed away so suddenly.
The one thing that makes me feel so bad is that...
I cannot recall the last conversation we had.
That makes me feel really bad.