I have a disillusionment.
Everything seems to be going as well.
It is an obstacle in my mind.
I can't leave what that not clear any that occur of these.
And yes, I know. Now I and you are in a state of blank.
I can done just write only.
I've told him that I will wait for him.
And he told me " you believe him its ok, i understand it when you dont wanna wait"
Well, he don't care any about me...