There's an old saying, "Open mouth, insert foot," that describes my behavior perfectly. I should know by now that you take most things seriously, but this relationship is still new to me and I'm used to being around guys who say whatever comes into their heads. That's no excuse, though, and I need to think before I speak, especially considering the consequences. Usually, I see a loving sparkle in those beautiful dark eyes, but yesterday all I saw was pain and disillusionment.
I've relived that moment over and over without my hurtful remarks, imagining our conversation continuing smoothly and ending with you in my arms. My imaginings didn't change anything, however, so all I can do is say I love you, Sweetheart, and I'm sorry that we are not able to work things out properly, and I want us to be able to do it in a better way. Usually, I behave better and act like a gentleman, so our conversations end with no problems. My only defense is that it's uncommon for me to be deal with many barriers and difficulties from someone who doesn't even speak my language, and I hope my guilty plea will encourage my beautiful judge to be lenient in sentencing. Could you let me off with, say, a two-week probation and early release for good behavior? I'm hoping you can, because you've always impressed me with what a kind person you are. love you so much and having you in my life is the best thing that's ever happened to me. Being in this relationship has made me so happy. Like that song from Disney's Aladdin says, "I'm in a whole new world with you." I love you, and I can't bear the thought of losing you. I've never experienced a relationship like ours. It makes me feel complete; it makes me want to be better (although I still have a long way to go). I value your counsel--you always know just what to say. I see your smile and clouds disappear and the sun shines through. I look forward to midnight walks, gazing at stars, locating the North Star and pondering the universe with you. I hope that you and I still want to work things out as I never want to give up on us