what believed that there was something bigger greater more for me I had no idea that it would take the form that it is taken that I would be calm on a person on television that I would do all the things that I've done because obviously when I was growing up there was nobody like me on television
I just believe that there was something more
and I was always cognizant I'll what that more was and what you will find is it that at different times in your life call will be different for some people they know from the time that they were you know old enough to speak what it is they wanted to do I didn't know that I had no idea for the longest time
I was looking around me and trying to feel my way through
what felt like the right thing but what I knew whereas that whatever that right thing wise
it wasn't going to be when everybody else told me it was
and so I think that's true for not just people who become known or become famous
I think it's true for everybody who decides for themselves that their is something more and I wanna listen to what that is NB guided by that now many times people ask about what is my purpose how do I know what my purpose is
how do I know what I'm supposed to do the only way to know what to do in life is to pay attention to the life that you're living right now
you can't get it by listening to other people there's a wonderful Bible passage that says be still and no that I am God you can't allowed the voices the world to drown out
that which I know is the voice of God the boys served your own consciousness the voice the purest light yourself because that is how the energy guide speaks to all of us and sell knowing that number one you deserve an are worthy up the best that your creation has to offer
and believing that their is reason why you are here and understanding that your job is to figure out what that is and then follow that belief in life everybody around you as a teacher for you if you're in a bad relationship right now
you are a student how to have a better relationship
if you're into a bad situation with your boss that use a teaching situation for you to learn how to get yourself a better boss who would have thought in all the years at The Oprah Show
but Jim Carrey would be one of my greatest teacher obviously obviously you knew somewhere inside yourself that you were destined to be famous because I think
it's really a model seeing that visualization thing you did John Dr read about this occur this but used to go up on Mulholland Drive
and every night and visualizing yourself is yeah I would visualize yeah it was really nice broken poor break coming
directors interested in me and people that I respected saying you know I like your work whenever that is in and I would visualize things coming to me that i won want it or whatever
this is in like nineteen eighty seven-year yeah and had nothing at that time so it was like it but it just made me feel better made me at that time all really wise for me was kinda making me feel better I would drive home and think well I do have these things and they're out there I just have a whole them yet but they're out there okay so you would get this from what self-help books or whatever